I decided to stop boozing. Not that I drink so terribly much, but sometimes I have those escapades that end up a bit too heavy for me - then I start drinking and stop only when I've ended up somewhere knocked out. So, no poison cups to temporarily disable my consciousness. No pilgrimages along city... Lees verder →
The humiliated and trampled haunted my mind as I lay at the end of the stairs. After a hellish climb, I reached what looked like my grave. I wished they forced me into psychiatry and then flattened me, so I would know nothing more, a 'Tabula Rasa'. Fucking nothing more. The Tao physically implanted so... Lees verder →
I was intimate last night. With a woman, not sexually, not even touchingly, just our thoughts crossed until they formed a synergy of pleasure. Strange, but real. I'm not making it up. I knew her from a course a while ago. Today at the market I met her. We walked together to a café, there... Lees verder →
Meanwhile, the theatre course had thinned out quite a bit, a real slimming down. And as it went on now, it would become an AA - club. The debriefings at the café lasted longer than the rehearsal moments. There were only eight of us (out of 16) until things got out of hand. The two... Lees verder →
Our lovely teacher, Mr. Colbert, is kind enough to draw the inner networks of computers on the blackboard and wipe it with the same dirty wet sponge every time. Because of that sponge, everything is very fluid, than he immediately writes over it so he doesn't waste time and as a result, the chalk becomes... Lees verder →
I feel empty in an absurd world that cannot satisfy me. Then I move to other dimensions. This already works when I concentrate on the touch between my body and the matter around me, and it is as if I become a part of it, it merges with me. A symbiosis between the thing in... Lees verder →
Surely every year on whatever for school you apply, there is always one of those completely useless courses taught by a fossil. Now this one is clad in a dirty green" colbert", too small "plastron" and brown too-high-fitting slacks. I originally looked forward to this course impressively titled "Computer Science with Introduction to New Communication... Lees verder →
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