The bus drives through large puddles of water. Rain falls from the sky. It drives towards my hometown. I can still hear her voice in my head, a voice that crackles a little, but otherwise neatly conceals all emotion. I turn on the sound of my earbuds, louder, it doesn’t help, I turn it off,... Lees verder →
the socials I find of heroes and romantics are too lovely to be mine resemble those of a romantic fool with small stories of crash and burn not so funny or witty just some shit I try (to survive) so every day I refuse to post great socials that aren’t true
It is urgently time to write my story. I'm studying at the film academy. Screenwriting, because I love cinematic stories, and I prefer to write them myself. My friends are better with images behind the camera, I with images on paper. I'm in my hundredth year, at least it feels that way. It is as... Lees verder →
Steaming heat from the countless holes collides and jumps with the cold, screaming children's voices, an electronic sound swells like tears from hell, they play up, from the restless animal, monotonous noise, silences thoughts, and lead the way home. I leave the waiting room, while a woman right in front of me slams the door.... Lees verder →
Hitte uit de talloze gaten botst en springt met de koude, gillende kinderstemmen, een elektronisch geluid zwelt als tranen vanuit de hel, ze spelen op, vanuit het rusteloze dier, eentonig geruis, doet denken verstillen, en leidt de weg naar huis. Ik verlaat de wachtzaal, terwijl een vrouw vlak voor mij de deur laat toevallen. Sleurend... Lees verder →
My fingertips were chapped and my eyes half cut out by the cold, dangling from flexible stalactites as I reached my dorm, cursing. Just back from acting class. We were about to start rehearsals, because on Friday (the thirteenth) we would perform. Now it was important that we rehearsed every night. But three of them,... Lees verder →
Mijn vingertoppen waren gesprongen en mijn ogen half uitgesneden door de koude, ze bengelden aan flexibele stalactieten toen ik vloekend mijn kot bereikte. Net terug van de theatercursus. We startten met repeteren nu we de teksten kenden, want vrijdag (de dertiende) zouden we optreden. Het was belangrijk dat we iedere avond oefenden. Maar er waren... Lees verder →
Fastfood romantics 